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12 February 2008 @ 01:54 pm
Horrible dream  
I had this horrible dream early this morning about my daughter, Ramya. I dreamed that I was informed that she had died from an illness! We had to make arrangements to have her body cremated and were going to pick up the ashes and see to the welfare of our grandsons, who it seemed would be better off being raised by their aunt and uncle. I was bewildered and said to someone, "But she just had a little cough when I talked to her!" I couldn't believe it could escalate to death in a couple of days! (Though that's what happened to Jim Henson.) I was completely freaked out, of course, and just shocked that after almost losing my son to head injury I had now lost my daughter. I even had to go inform my son, who isn't speaking to me, that his sister was dead. It was one of those incredibly realistic dreams where you feel, when you wake up, that it really happened until you realize it was a dream.

Then I got a message from my daughter and on the message she was coughing! Coincidence, I'm sure, but it made me shudder all the same.

I'm sure my brain is working through the idea that she's moved away, and it feels like the loss of death but it isn't, really.
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3treekisser: Lotus3treekisser on February 13th, 2008 05:07 am (UTC)
Urgh, that's horrible. Glad it's only a dream!
Tapatitapati on February 13th, 2008 08:31 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I was so relieved once I realized it wasn't real!
crushednchurned on February 19th, 2008 04:52 pm (UTC)
That's awful Tapati. I'm SO glad it was only a dream. May she have a long, healthy life.
Tapatitapati on February 21st, 2008 07:58 am (UTC)
It was an awful dream, but she's doing better now. I personally hope she manages to put off the family legacy of heart disease for many, many years. And at least she's now far away from her violent ex.